A battle between how things are now and how things will be. You know things are going to be amazing, you can see it on the horizon and you are inching towards it. You are giving it your all and reaching out to grab it with both hands. Hope is beautiful. But you have the goddam now. Now spreads its tentacles and tries to grab you. You feel hope and despair - together. But you are not going to lose. You will keep pushing forward until you have what you deserve. Here's to those who never give up.